Matter: A poem
I don’t usually write poetry but here is one: The days that hurt the most are… The days when I find myself overindulged in emotion. Stuffed to the brim, crammed…
Category: General
Ghosts
Do you believe in ghosts? Yes, I mean the kind that go bump in the night. The specters caught between real and not real, past and present, energy diverted. I…
An Update
A lot has changed for me recently. I’ve not been posting much because I’ve been in a mental space where I feel like everything I say just doesn’t come out…
Life as a Teenage Beauty Queen or Creating the Feminine Machine
This is an old one and a long one but hopefully worth the read still: I would like to invite you on a journey, not across space, but across time,…
More Wisdom from my Younger Self
This day, the day that would have been my anniversary, 4 years ago I wrote this: “I realized tonight that I really need to stop apologizing for just being myself.…
Write from your scars, not your wounds
A wise woman said to me today, “if you want to touch others you must write from your scars, not your wounds.” I realized that the writing I have done…
This isn’t where I thought I’d be
As I approach almost 30 years of life and I take inventory of where I have been and where I am, I realize, I am no where I thought I’d…
Haunted by Nightmares
I’ve spent years having sleepless nights filled with nightmares. I had almost gotten used to it but then medication offered me a little bit of hope. I stopped having as…
